March 28, 2010
PART 10: The Lost Weekend
"..Imagine someone sliced open your skull, tossed in a few razor blades and shook you around."
Dr. Cawley, as played by Ben Kingsley in Shutter Island
I lost a day yesterday to shear blinding pain. I remember waking up. I remember the bit of a power drill between my eyes and the base of my skull. Slowly drilling. Splintering my skull into fragments.
I remember going into a dark room because light and sound hurt me.
I remember that blinking was painful and I remember getting sick over and over until my stomach ached with emptiness. I remember that nothing worked to take the pain away. On my doctor's scale of pain ("0" being no pain and "10" being extreme pain) I was at 12 yesterday.
I'm too tired to say anything else and my headache is working its way up the scale.
and that's Jody with a "y"